I miss working!
You, you read that correctly, I said it, I miss working! This coming from a person hates leaving the house and doesn’t like people! No I didn’t not mistake work with the people I worked with! Although, I do miss some people that I worked with from various jobs!
I have worked a lot of different jobs, a lot! I spent quite a few years working at a temp agency going to different places that needed temporary fill in, sometimes it was a new place every week! It was fun, but eventually I quit doing that! The one thing I hated about working besides the people, was doing the same thing over and over every day, gaah it was torture! I simply can’t handle or stand doing the same boring thing everyday!
I also never found a place where they let my potential soar and truly appreciated me! I started working when I was 14 because I was bored and didn’t stop until my health challenges forced me to! I worked no matter what! I couldn’t use my right arm, I still worked! I could barely move because I injured my back, I still worked! I was sick, I still worked! I was taught to always work or I get fired!
I stayed at one job way too long! It was slowly killing me and sadly that is not an exaggeration! It was so horrible that I’d cry and vomit on my way to work! I don’t even know why I didn’t quit! The only reason I left was because they fired me, and they did that because they was tired of dealing with my health challenges that they caused through injury and abuse!
It kind of was a blessing that they fired me, because for some reason I wasn’t going to quit! And from there I made a pit stop at a retail store for a year and then found the job I had been looking for! This place was amazing, it didn’t pay the best, but they made up for that with kindness, opportunity and care! They loved me! I got to work closely with the owners, who came out daily to check on me because I told them all the health challenges I was facing and he wanted to make sure I was good! I received the opportunity to help make it an even better place to work and make sure the workers got the proper training to ensure the best quality products! Also the best part was that the work I did was different almost every night, depending on what needed to be made and sometimes you would have to switch between machines or molds in the machine in the same night. It was always changing and it was fun!
I do realize that this place has more than likely changed a bit since I had to leave and may not be as awesome as I remember, but I’m pretty sure that it is, for me at least! I know most didn’t like working there! I just appreciated being appreciated and having a fun friendly place to work and to me the working environment is more important than getting paid more!
I can tell you I wouldn’t be able to handle working with not working for around 4 years, I kinda lost my working speed and strength! If you don’t keep going or can’t keep going, you tend to lose it! Sadly my health challenges won’t let me work anymore and if you see me or even spend a day with me, you may never even know I have these challenges as they don’t show on the outside and I don’t go out unless I’m doing mostly good that day!
So many things that I want to do, so little ability to do them!